19.o3.o8 & 2o.o3.o8 - Never been so sad before.

19th March, o8.

regrets.
i'm sorry baby.
i love you.
please dont throw me alone over here..
i miss you so much..
i know im wrong already..
please dont treat me like that..
='(

2oth March, o8.

today without you.
its like im living in hell.
i need you lots..
please dont throw me alone here..
please....i beg you to forgive me..
just this once..
one last chance..
please dont treat me like that..
you know you mean everything to me..
you are my whole world..
without you im nothing.
please forgive me..
God, help me..please..
teach me, lead me..what should i do to make him forgive me..
i love him lots..
i cant afford losing him..
i rather lose my life than losing him..
i just want him!!
i dont want anything more..
please....im sorry..=(


i hate myself,
jun.